Jesus is patient, Jesus is kind, He does not envy He does not boast, He is not proud. He is not rude, He is not self-seeking, He is not easily angered, He keeps no record of wrongs. Jesus does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. He always protects, always hopes, always perseveres. Jesus never fails.
i really hope the day will come when i can put my name in that paragraph and say that im not lying! i know it will not come in my life time on earth, but i am going to try! i know that God is so patient with me its amazing. if i were God i would have pulverized my sorry self by now. but no. God has said that He forgives my sins if i only confess them. its amazing what my God can do :)
but i really need the love of God to love her. not that her, another her haha. yah but anyway. i thot i managed to love her already but the old grudges just keep coming back. dunno lah. pls pls pls help me Lord.
anyway life has been really good. really really. and its all thanks to God. yups. He rocks :) went on another excusion arnd singapore today haha. with darren and esther and yeah well. it was fruitful :) tts all im saying!!! haha. camp will be fun! hees.
the moving down thing has been talked about alot recently. i guess cos its the most impt thing facing us these days. well its all up to God but i guess we cant help speculating haha. makes it fun yah :) oh dear. this week im not going to be helping anyone cos meijun cant go for swimming lesson and elizabeth was sleeping and couldnt wake up for tuition :s so yah. nvm lah. i will be playing heh.
oh dear. ever since i left sch, i find that my no. of female friends has decreased even more. and i guess also since we split the cell. dunno lah. im used to it but i do hope its not cos there is anything wrong with me!
anyway God spoke to me today. reminded me tt i have nothing to envy other people because He has made me to be perfect and in His own image. dunno lah. somethings ill never share with anyone but God and well yeah He has made me glad(er) today heh.
sometimes i wonder if im too chiem when i lead the girls for cell. im scared i talk too much leh. budden if i dun talk then they wun either so i have no choice. dunno lah. i hope that they dun feel like im teaching them rather than facillitating a discussion, tho i kinda think its the way things are at the moment. but i guess tts normal at this age? dunno lah. just feel abit wierd haha. cos i was always the one just giving answers and stuff not the one asking it. a step up i guess. and i do feel i am learning from it! :) cos yah im not really a leading type lah haha. im more of a back seat driver i guess. oh wells.we all have to learn :) ohoh. prayer seminar was good btw! really learnt from it heh. im looking forward to the subsequent sessions!
i really hope the day will come when i can put my name in that paragraph and say that im not lying! i know it will not come in my life time on earth, but i am going to try! i know that God is so patient with me its amazing. if i were God i would have pulverized my sorry self by now. but no. God has said that He forgives my sins if i only confess them. its amazing what my God can do :)
but i really need the love of God to love her. not that her, another her haha. yah but anyway. i thot i managed to love her already but the old grudges just keep coming back. dunno lah. pls pls pls help me Lord.
anyway life has been really good. really really. and its all thanks to God. yups. He rocks :) went on another excusion arnd singapore today haha. with darren and esther and yeah well. it was fruitful :) tts all im saying!!! haha. camp will be fun! hees.
the moving down thing has been talked about alot recently. i guess cos its the most impt thing facing us these days. well its all up to God but i guess we cant help speculating haha. makes it fun yah :) oh dear. this week im not going to be helping anyone cos meijun cant go for swimming lesson and elizabeth was sleeping and couldnt wake up for tuition :s so yah. nvm lah. i will be playing heh.
oh dear. ever since i left sch, i find that my no. of female friends has decreased even more. and i guess also since we split the cell. dunno lah. im used to it but i do hope its not cos there is anything wrong with me!
anyway God spoke to me today. reminded me tt i have nothing to envy other people because He has made me to be perfect and in His own image. dunno lah. somethings ill never share with anyone but God and well yeah He has made me glad(er) today heh.
sometimes i wonder if im too chiem when i lead the girls for cell. im scared i talk too much leh. budden if i dun talk then they wun either so i have no choice. dunno lah. i hope that they dun feel like im teaching them rather than facillitating a discussion, tho i kinda think its the way things are at the moment. but i guess tts normal at this age? dunno lah. just feel abit wierd haha. cos i was always the one just giving answers and stuff not the one asking it. a step up i guess. and i do feel i am learning from it! :) cos yah im not really a leading type lah haha. im more of a back seat driver i guess. oh wells.we all have to learn :) ohoh. prayer seminar was good btw! really learnt from it heh. im looking forward to the subsequent sessions!
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